They’re the people who mean the most to me over any friend..

I have lost and let go of a lot of people this year and last year, purely because
when you reach a point in your life where you are constantly being put
down by them, being back stabbed by them and when they just bitch about you
to every other friend in your group, when they are saying they aren’t and changing peoples opinions of you, when they are supposed to be your ” Best Friends” You grow up a little to realise you don’t need that certain group or friends in your life.. I came to a point in my life where I didn’t wanna sit around and do nothing, I didn’t want to smoke weed all day and drink alcohol. I just wanted to do something that is actually good for my body and for my mind. Whats the point of smoking weed and getting high for half an hour when it stays in your system for a month, I didn’t want to argue with them anymore, I didn’t want to find out all their real opinions of me but I did.. and honestly its for the best. I just want to look after my family, and provide a better future for myself and find better people to be around. I’ve had enough of horrible people, and I’m never giving anybody a “second chance” again.. It’s just giving them a second chance to hurt me. I’m not going to make the same mistakes as I have been for a year. It’s time for a real change, because most of your family will be their until the day you die, friends wont be. My family is very disorganised, loud, annoying but at the end of the day. They still love me and will never give up on me, they tell me when I’m being a bitch they don’t go behind my back and try and change peoples opinions of me.. I’ve changed, and Its for the better.